So tomorrow is New Years Eve, which everyone is looking forward to, to make their new years resolution, get drunk, have fun, and party..Right? Well I won't this is how it's all going down. Im not lookin forward to Nou;ew Years EVe. I already know once it's 2010 and the excitement is over[which there will be none for me] Our Lives will go back to normal. Everyone struggling to keep on to their resolutions..give it a week and you'll forget about it. I know that on New Years Eve and New Years day and the day after that and that day after that day..aint shit going to change for me...I can feel the disastrous moments coming..and the emotional breakdowns...SO for now I say fuck New Years Eve..because the past 3 New years eve i stayed home and went to bed early..no parties no invitations..until SOmething or someone changes my thought on New Years I shall stick to my thoughts. I will see If I am able to accomplish my new years resolution[I cant believe Im making some]: I will stop letting people step all over me, and stop being so nice all the time even when Im hurt...wait i take the last part back but I will stop letting people step all over me...:D ya happy[to all my friends] sheesh!!!
So umm i mean i guess you can say happy new years to me...but Idk if that will change my day..it may bring a smile on my face. tehe
I love you guys.
And I hope you all have a great new years...just dont boast in my face bout it.